Sunday, February 12, 2012

So I am a lone right now.

I do not like the way it feels. I feel hallow inside. I do not have a vehicle to go anywhere and all my friends are guys so I am not going to talk to them on the phone for a long time. As for some reason that is just weird for me to do. I prefer to hang out in person and talk with them and play video games or hang out and watch tv. So I am looking at joining a christian dating cite. I figured at this age I am looking for marriage. So I need to stop going to bars, placing myself in situations where most likely the woman does not want to be married and will just lead me on. So I will go to places specifically that folks wish to speak with each other to find out if they are good matches for each other so I can start figuring out how to do this. I have a dream woman who I am going to try and ask for a drink. But that is only if my other dreams come true. So for now, I guess I will start talking to woman on christian dating cites. At this age I am tired of running around and going to bars each weekend to find some woman who just wants to play around then move on.

I have never done this before. So this will be weird. I figure tomorrow night I will joining a christian dating cite and other cite that is good at chemistry finding. I do not like this feeling of not having somebody that wants to hear from me or really wants to talk everyday. I had 6 lady friends at one point that was nice.

so off to the rainy area then a night cap and to bed for my big day tomorrow. I do not like being alone. I am really excited to start my professional social cite. So I can't do things like curs out leaders or chat cites for fun. Even though when I get drunk I do it anyways with my friends like a Scottish man, its funny though. I hope I can get friends. I think I can as I am going to use the idea of this thing but professionally. I have a really nice picture where I am in a suit and tie and look very nice. I like that picture I will use it. I have never done that before nor dating online so this will be a first for me. I had a social cite for about a day or so but did not see the point. Now I do see the point as it allows me to fulfill my souls need to be social and to also connect with probable leads for jobs.

Rider I

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