Each day I thank for what I have. I find ways to direct my Jones's anger by properly finding the major problem in my leadership who can withstand my anger and ass chewings due to nice homes savings and good families and I direct it at them. So that it does not become an issue with my family or local public areas. I believe by doing this I have changed many things in this area. My mother who taught me when you are made or having a natural fit which is normal for men and woman learn to do art or help somebody. So as a man with lots of anger issues I direct it at the DOD as they are used to be yelling at. It works great I feel better each day and they are doing like I tell them cause it makes sense. Cause then they as the force in my country can deal with the leaders with little strong hand what are you doing to my people.
I have studies budhism very well and it has taught me that material possessions are the world. The world is an electrical grid of emotions feelings and time well spent. So each day when I wake up and I realize that I have nothing and that the majority of my life's work has been to stop the communist parties racist antics and single party world take over. In which like the great McCarthy I might die alone with a broken liver pooing myself to death with no family and as the any Communist who has studied Budhism like McCarthy did and so have I and Larry MacDonald. They know there is no higher a kill point to the soul than the loss of never being able to be married and with children. So the only thing that makes me want to go to the breaking point is that thought. However, all of my strategies till the breaking point are not at the point yet. In which even if i was my soul is so chaotic neutral leaning good. That I would get caught doing what ever I do as my eletromagnetic thoughts are to powerful to hide what I do. So I spend everyday expressing myself so as to not get mad and looking for a job and trying to figure out how to get my non profit certificate so I can get back into school and get donations to write research projects and organize issues against the CCP's propoganda. As currently when the CCP propogates there is no counter to them.
Rider I
how I deal with being poor is I am not poor I have great friends books at the library my family has not yet disowned me from my anger and i have a great plan. I am richer than any man in the world, as I found out how to literally deal with being poor like Sidharta.
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